dammit.

May. 10th, 2007 11:32 am
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rain. rain. rain. RAIN.

holy shit. this song makes me wanna cry. like mad.
christ, when gee sings Now will it matter after I'm gone?/Because you never learn a goddamned thing - i just. my throat closes up, like, every time.



Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all


i need hugs. yeah. or a really, really good idea on how to work at home and make lots of money. or just even just a good amount of money.

ideas?

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Date: 2007-05-10 05:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fallingfortruth.livejournal.com
*hugs you lots* That song makes me, like. I can't even articulate it properly. Such a great bitter breakup song. (Which is the only way I can read it. I would say that the slash was getting to me, except. Not so much "subtext" as "text", there.)

Can we agree to make the rain go away together? My satellite internet would thank you.

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Date: 2007-05-10 06:06 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com
it's definitely a 'goodbye' song, isn't it?

it took me forever to get this album but man, it was worth it when i finally broke down, lol. i love, like, every single song on it. EVERY ONE OF THEM.

you know how strange that is? i mean, i'd have a really damn hard time trying to pick a favorite. truthfully, Teenagers is the reason i finally bought it, just so i could have a copy of that song because. man. i nearly peed myself the first time i heard it. IT MADE ME THAT HAPPY. i have no other words for it, lol. that, and it sounds damn fantastic blaring out of my truck. :D

The Sharpest Lives really gets to me too, for some reason. i can't explain it really, it just hits me good.

I love the way this album flows, the different styles it has, just. everything.

a friend of mine mentioned building an ark (after my fiftieth complaint post about the rain) and i TOTALLY AGREE. and then you wouldn't need your internet radio thing because we (by we i mean this ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC fandom we've got here) would just load it up with ALL THE BOYS/BANDS/STUFF THAT MAKES US HAPPY and go from there.

p.s. thanks for the hugs.

and dude. longest comment response EVER? sheesh.

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Date: 2007-05-10 06:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fallingfortruth.livejournal.com
It definitely is. And yeah, with the timing, it makes me Think Things, but, you know. I slash everything. It is my natural state of being.

And The Black Parade was my "in" into My Chem, and thus, to this fandom as a whole. I had been getting pimped My Chem since 2002 (I had those kinds of friends) and I HATED THEM. Like, virulent, nasty, violent hatred. They were too cheerful, their music was too poppy (I was listening to Rammstein and Orgy at the time, VAST, you know, goth/darkwave), their lead singer was faaat. (I was fat and hated myself for it, I couldn't conceive of finding someone who wasn't rail thin attractive, because obviously I would never be attractive if I weren't rail thin.)

Logic and reason? Not so much my strong suit ever, but especially not in the middle of my teenage angst.

But I even heard TBP right after it came out, in the car with one of my BFF. And I didn't like it. I wrinkled my nose. I was like 'omg augh MCR'. I spent the better part of October 27th, 2007 talking in line with a HUGE My Chem fan about how I Just. Didn't. Like. MCR.

She smirked, and called them My Chem for the entire conversation. Then three weeks later I downloaded the album on a whim, and put it on my iPod. A week after that I had to move halfway across the continent to come back and live with my parents, and my laptop's power converter died. It was probably the best thing that ever happened to me, because for the first month I was back here, hating the world, The Black Parade was the only thing I listened to.

And now... Yeah. Now I get it. And I spent the better part of all night on March 24th talking to that same friend about My Chem, and how much they meant to me, the night after I found out that my father had been institutionalized. And their music and their fans were pretty much the only thing that kept me together.

Also, I want to marry Gerard Way. But, hey.

Psh. Welcome to my kamikaze comment epics! You might have seen them on other people's journals, now! Experience them for yourself in the privacy of your own journal.

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Date: 2007-05-10 06:43 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com
heh. i bought Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge because i was totally in love with the song "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" because. yeah. one of the best songs EVER. it remains once of my top 5 favorites of all time. srsly, i adore that song.

so, yeah. i bought the album. and listened to it, like, 3 times? maybe? then it went up on the shelf.

and then TBP came out and i really liked the first song that was released. then saw the video (and after getting over the shock of gee's hair choice) fell completely in love with it. videos really can make or break a song for me, i love visuals and i would kill to make music videos, i think. (but, story for another time, sorry) and then IOH came out and all of a sudden, i COMPLETELY NEEDED THIS MUSIC.

alot of the time, things go in phases for me. okay, ALL the time things go in phases for me. so the music one hit again (it was apparently waiting in the background for me to notice it again) and never have i been so happy that it hit when it did. because i have MCR and FOB and P!AtD (holy shit, could an album be any catchier) and all these bands have this incredible music with these lyrics that totally wrap themselves around me and WON'T LET GO. every day, for that, i am grateful.

Also, I want to marry Gerard Way. But, hey.

okay, that's funny. i just commented to [livejournal.com profile] siren_mage that i'd could totally fall in love with Gerard. followed quickly by the fact that i probably already am ::sigh::

man, i've made a couple of posts on Life on the Murder Scene lately so i'm not going to go into the zillion reasons why i love this band (any more than i already have ::sigh:: ) and Gerard in particular but i do love the fact that he MEANS WHAT HE SAYS. he loves his fans, he loves his band and he really is out to save lives. WITH MUSIC. i mean, how fuckin' awesome is that? a purposeful life, i am jealous as i constantly fear that i'm going to reach old age and wonder "what the hell was it all for?" (aagh.)

/rambling...going to shut up now :D

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Date: 2007-05-10 07:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fallingfortruth.livejournal.com
Fever is totally one of my favourite albums of 2005. Possibly my FAVOURITE album of 2005. And if TBP gets gypped at the Grammy's this year, there is no God.

And yeah, I've splooged my lover for Gerard all over LJ for the past, like, month, so I should probably just put the crack pipe down and stop.

But yeah, suffice it to say that I've got it bad, even though I'm actually far more in Spencer's age bracket than his. (Although Spence is, for the record, exactly 11 months younger than I am. I'm not THAT young.)

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Date: 2007-05-10 08:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] siren-mage.livejournal.com
Cutting in to say that you? Are awesome. I bought TBP for EXACTLY THE SAME REASON. Like, my friend had Teenagers on a mix cd and I was all, "Dude, no fucking way, I need this fucking album," and I already liked I Don't Love You so I got it and THEN the song that I never stop getting excited to hear is The Sharpest Lives (probably because of the way Gerard sings 'why don't you blow me') so pretty much you are me. Or something. :D

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Date: 2007-05-10 09:08 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com
i really have no response to this other than WE ARE TWINS. only 10 years apart. or so. >.>

anyway...i didn't hear I Don't Love You until someone posted a link to the video on YT and that was it. because that video? I CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER. god, i love videos. i think that's what i need to start doing...i can start small, do some stuff for local bands, move on from there...dude. THAT'S WHAT I WANT.

right. so much for not having anything to say...

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Date: 2007-05-10 05:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] siren-mage.livejournal.com
*HUG HUGS*

I love that song, too. It just hits me in the gut. Like most MCR songs do. Oh Gerard.

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Date: 2007-05-10 06:12 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com
Oh Gerard.

right? i think i could fall hopelessly in love with him (if i'm not already) which would be really sad for me since he's probably NOT EVEN INTO GIRLS (like that) ::sigh:: he's even my age for crying out loud which makes it so much better since i don't have to worry about feeling like a total perv (DAMN YOU, SPENCER SMITH, WHY SO HOT?)

::hugs back::

and dude. you're totally on that ark. srsly.

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Date: 2007-05-10 08:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] siren-mage.livejournal.com
Gah, see, and he's, like, eleven years older than me and I could fall hopelessly in love with him, but it would have to be hopeless love of someone for, like, an older brother's best friend. It's just . . . Gerard! (Also, I am honest to God having to physically stop myself from falling for, in no particular order, Frank Iero, Brendon Urie and Jon Walker, WHY SO AWESOME AND TOTALLY MY TYPE GUYS SRSLY?)

Hee! I'll bring cookies. I just baked some. :D

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Date: 2007-05-10 09:01 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com
JON WALKER. YES. i would be hanging all over him like brendon. we would chill, makeout, discuss stuff, makeout some more, you know, regular stuff. HE WOULD BE LIKE THE EASIEST BOYFRIEND EVER. except awesome.

i would bang spencersmith in like 2 seconds flat, obvs. and my best friend is slowly luring me to the wicked, wicked girl!ways of ryan ross. so sad.

aaah, your other boys...frank? frank would keep you on your toes much like brendon would but in a totally different way. with those two you probably wouldn't know which way was up because you'd just be TRYING TO KEEP UP. that, and dodging all the practical jokes/people they've pissed off(mostly frank)/all other mad shenanigans they've become embroiled in.

but omg. so much fun, it would be.

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Date: 2007-05-10 11:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] siren-mage.livejournal.com
Oh my God I KNOW. We would watch football together! And he wouldn't mind that I throw things at the screen and yell when I get excited because HE WOULD DO THE SAME THING. And we could go out and party together and have fun times ALL THE TIME and it would be AMAZING OKAY WHY IS THIS NOT REAL?

Oh don't even get me started on those two. Ohmanohman. If Spencer so much as looked at me I would be all over him. Ryan, too. But Ryan turns me into a total girl and I want to, you know, make love to him instead of just fuck his brains out. He's so precious.

YES! Plus they are such SWEETHEARTS. Brendon's all innocent and adorable and Frank is just so COOL even though he's a total dork and his laugh! Both of them with the laughs and oh. Now I need Brendon/Frank really badly. >.>

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Date: 2007-05-10 09:04 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com
dude. COOKIES. i am so hungry right now, what kind?

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Date: 2007-05-10 11:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] siren-mage.livejournal.com
Chocolate chunk, and either tomorrow before the concert or on Saturday I'm making the mini sugar ones which are my FAVORITE.

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Date: 2007-05-10 08:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sorcha17.livejournal.com
Hugs babe and if you want I can stop by after work and give you a real one.

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Date: 2007-05-10 08:35 pm (UTC)
ext_9643: ([P!AtD] Ryan Ross -  RR + lipstick = REA)
From: [identity profile] prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com
so, yeah, i'm never gonna turn that down. just so's you know. :P

...and here have a Ryan Ross icon. :D

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Date: 2007-05-10 08:36 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com
he's wearing LIPGLOSS.

...and the lipgloss reminds me i have a really hot fic you should read.

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Date: 2007-05-10 08:37 pm (UTC)
ext_9643: ([P!AtD] Jon Walker - are you TRYING to k)
From: [identity profile] prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com
and i totally didn't look at the clock when i wrote this so you won't get it until, like, tomorrow.

sheesh.

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Date: 2007-05-11 10:32 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] normalhumanbein.livejournal.com
*hugs lots*

Um. I'm not sure there's a legal way to do that. Make lots of money, I mean, not hug. I'm told hugging is perfectly legal in almost every state.

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