dammit.

[words_unravel]

rain. rain. rain. RAIN.

holy shit. this song makes me wanna cry. like mad.
christ, when gee sings Now will it matter after I'm gone?/Because you never learn a goddamned thing - i just. my throat closes up, like, every time.



Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all

i need hugs. yeah. or a really, really good idea on how to work at home and make lots of money. or just even just a good amount of money.

ideas?

Comments

[prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com]

it's definitely a 'goodbye' song, isn't it?

it took me forever to get this album but man, it was worth it when i finally broke down, lol. i love, like, every single song on it. EVERY ONE OF THEM.

you know how strange that is? i mean, i'd have a really damn hard time trying to pick a favorite. truthfully, Teenagers is the reason i finally bought it, just so i could have a copy of that song because. man. i nearly peed myself the first time i heard it. IT MADE ME THAT HAPPY. i have no other words for it, lol. that, and it sounds damn fantastic blaring out of my truck. :D

The Sharpest Lives really gets to me too, for some reason. i can't explain it really, it just hits me good.

I love the way this album flows, the different styles it has, just. everything.

a friend of mine mentioned building an ark (after my fiftieth complaint post about the rain) and i TOTALLY AGREE. and then you wouldn't need your internet radio thing because we (by we i mean this ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC fandom we've got here) would just load it up with ALL THE BOYS/BANDS/STUFF THAT MAKES US HAPPY and go from there.

p.s. thanks for the hugs.

and dude. longest comment response EVER? sheesh.

[fallingfortruth.livejournal.com]

It definitely is. And yeah, with the timing, it makes me Think Things, but, you know. I slash everything. It is my natural state of being.

And The Black Parade was my "in" into My Chem, and thus, to this fandom as a whole. I had been getting pimped My Chem since 2002 (I had those kinds of friends) and I HATED THEM. Like, virulent, nasty, violent hatred. They were too cheerful, their music was too poppy (I was listening to Rammstein and Orgy at the time, VAST, you know, goth/darkwave), their lead singer was faaat. (I was fat and hated myself for it, I couldn't conceive of finding someone who wasn't rail thin attractive, because obviously I would never be attractive if I weren't rail thin.)

Logic and reason? Not so much my strong suit ever, but especially not in the middle of my teenage angst.

But I even heard TBP right after it came out, in the car with one of my BFF. And I didn't like it. I wrinkled my nose. I was like 'omg augh MCR'. I spent the better part of October 27th, 2007 talking in line with a HUGE My Chem fan about how I Just. Didn't. Like. MCR.

She smirked, and called them My Chem for the entire conversation. Then three weeks later I downloaded the album on a whim, and put it on my iPod. A week after that I had to move halfway across the continent to come back and live with my parents, and my laptop's power converter died. It was probably the best thing that ever happened to me, because for the first month I was back here, hating the world, The Black Parade was the only thing I listened to.

And now... Yeah. Now I get it. And I spent the better part of all night on March 24th talking to that same friend about My Chem, and how much they meant to me, the night after I found out that my father had been institutionalized. And their music and their fans were pretty much the only thing that kept me together.

Also, I want to marry Gerard Way. But, hey.

Psh. Welcome to my kamikaze comment epics! You might have seen them on other people's journals, now! Experience them for yourself in the privacy of your own journal.

[prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com]

heh. i bought Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge because i was totally in love with the song "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" because. yeah. one of the best songs EVER. it remains once of my top 5 favorites of all time. srsly, i adore that song.

so, yeah. i bought the album. and listened to it, like, 3 times? maybe? then it went up on the shelf.

and then TBP came out and i really liked the first song that was released. then saw the video (and after getting over the shock of gee's hair choice) fell completely in love with it. videos really can make or break a song for me, i love visuals and i would kill to make music videos, i think. (but, story for another time, sorry) and then IOH came out and all of a sudden, i COMPLETELY NEEDED THIS MUSIC.

alot of the time, things go in phases for me. okay, ALL the time things go in phases for me. so the music one hit again (it was apparently waiting in the background for me to notice it again) and never have i been so happy that it hit when it did. because i have MCR and FOB and P!AtD (holy shit, could an album be any catchier) and all these bands have this incredible music with these lyrics that totally wrap themselves around me and WON'T LET GO. every day, for that, i am grateful.

Also, I want to marry Gerard Way. But, hey.

okay, that's funny. i just commented to siren_mage that i'd could totally fall in love with Gerard. followed quickly by the fact that i probably already am ::sigh::

man, i've made a couple of posts on Life on the Murder Scene lately so i'm not going to go into the zillion reasons why i love this band (any more than i already have ::sigh:: ) and Gerard in particular but i do love the fact that he MEANS WHAT HE SAYS. he loves his fans, he loves his band and he really is out to save lives. WITH MUSIC. i mean, how fuckin' awesome is that? a purposeful life, i am jealous as i constantly fear that i'm going to reach old age and wonder "what the hell was it all for?" (aagh.)

/rambling...going to shut up now :D

[fallingfortruth.livejournal.com]

Fever is totally one of my favourite albums of 2005. Possibly my FAVOURITE album of 2005. And if TBP gets gypped at the Grammy's this year, there is no God.

And yeah, I've splooged my lover for Gerard all over LJ for the past, like, month, so I should probably just put the crack pipe down and stop.

But yeah, suffice it to say that I've got it bad, even though I'm actually far more in Spencer's age bracket than his. (Although Spence is, for the record, exactly 11 months younger than I am. I'm not THAT young.)

[siren-mage.livejournal.com]

Cutting in to say that you? Are awesome. I bought TBP for EXACTLY THE SAME REASON. Like, my friend had Teenagers on a mix cd and I was all, "Dude, no fucking way, I need this fucking album," and I already liked I Don't Love You so I got it and THEN the song that I never stop getting excited to hear is The Sharpest Lives (probably because of the way Gerard sings 'why don't you blow me') so pretty much you are me. Or something. :D

[prettykitty-aya.livejournal.com]

i really have no response to this other than WE ARE TWINS. only 10 years apart. or so. >.>

anyway...i didn't hear I Don't Love You until someone posted a link to the video on YT and that was it. because that video? I CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER. god, i love videos. i think that's what i need to start doing...i can start small, do some stuff for local bands, move on from there...dude. THAT'S WHAT I WANT.

right. so much for not having anything to say...