-and if you never let me go

cramps are making me nauseous.

drainage is making me nauseous.

...but i'm hungry since i haven't eaten in about 12 hours. :(




also? my sense of smell is stupid acute right now and god help me if i ever become pregnant. :( :(

sitting around in your underwear on the couch with your laptop, a blanket, and cheesy disney channel movies.


aaaaah, life is good!

just finished watching FOB on The Sauce...

oh, Patrick.

can we get past the bandom wank and return to writing me panic! gsf?! *poke poke*

...okay, srsly, you guys. you know i love you, right? for generally being awesome, of course, but also being well-spoken and thoughtful. and being able to articulate everything i think but am unable to actually put into words...

i can has panic! porn now? please?

OMG, I MISSED YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH. YOU'VE NO IDEA.

I AM DONE. NO MORE HORSES. NO MORE GETTING UP AT 530 IN THE MORNING. NO MORE 14 TO 18 HOUR DAYS. A FULL WEEK OF THAT SHIT IS ENOUGH.

DONEDONEDONEDONEDONE.

I AM NOT GETTING UP UNTIL NOON TOMORROW.

AND THEN I WILL HAVE TO SPEND ALL DAY CATCHING UP WITH YOU GUYS. WHICH IS OKAY. BECAUSE I MISSED YOU HORRIBLY.

OKAY. GOING TO SHOWER NOW, I STINK.

EDIT: OMG, I HAVE LOST TRACK OF THE TIMES I'VE HIT THE 'PREVIOUS 25 ENTRIES' BUTTON....THERE BETTER BE LOTS OF FIC, PEOPLES.

so.

i know a lot of you are heading over to GJ just in case, and that you've posted your usernames. but, as my subject line states, i am lazy. i also did not save them when i should have. as usual, i am right on top of things.

*sigh*

anyway, if you'd like, please let me know who/where you are, so that i may stalk not lose you.

and if you don't want to post it for some reason, just email me at prettykittyaya[at]gmail[dot]com.

fyi, i am also highly unoriginal, so my gj is prettykitty_aya, as per usual.

love you, flist, like mad.

edit: also, i have AIM now. like i even chat enough to warrant another IM service, but hey, if you wanna chat i'm prettykittyaya on AIM now.

...i told you i was unoriginal, sheesh.

1) GERARD FUCKIN' WAY's PRETTY, PRETTY FACE. (and his ability to get his bandmates to disrobe.) ILU, GEEWAY, MARRY ME. (bring frank, kthnxplz)

2) FRANK IERO, I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO LICK YOUR NEW TATTOO. (although i am kind of scared since he covered up jamia's name. although if it meant he was banging gee, i'd almost be okay with it.) - HEY FRANK, JUST FOLLOW GERARD, MMKAY?

3)Theme parks centered around water (ie - sea world and schlitterbahn = FUUUUUN)

4)BEST FRIENDS WHO FORCE YOU TO GO ON VACATION WITH THEM (okay, there wasn't a whole lot of pressure applied, mostly she just had to look at me and i was all GOD, OKAY ALREADY. SHEESH.)

and finally...

5) entering random summer contests on FOE and winning:

a) a cobra starship t-shirt
b) a FOE beach towel
c) a FOB IOH bumper sticker
d) a FOB IOH promo poster (two, actually)
e) a GCH event poster
f) an end ever after ep
g) a butch walker: live at budokon dvd
h) BUBBLES. NO SHIT, with a FOE label on them. HAHAHAHA

life is pretty sweet. especially with the forced overtime coming up in the next month. (PSSSST, THIS EQUALS MONEY, PEOPLE. AND $$ = BILLS PAID = MAYBE LEFTOVERS FOR FALL FOB CONCERT TICKETS = A VERY, VERY ECSTATIC SHAY. OMG.)

WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY TODAY? (besides Panic!'s new song. and brendon's hips, spencer's hair growing back out -OMGSPENCERDRUMMING- um, or Ryan Ross' inability to accessorize without ridiculous scarves)

...fine. you can have those, too. TALK TO ME, PEOPLE.

okay, several things...

point #1
you know, FOB's The (After) Life of the Party has never been my favorite off the IOH album and yet...i was in the car going to pick up our food (because we are Pei Wei whores. srsly.) and the song popped up on my player and i'm listening and

OMG. PATRICKMOTHERFUCKINSTUMP WAILS ON THIS SONG.

how did i miss this? i am a bad, bad fangirl for the reals. it's still may not be my favorite song, but i think it's the best song on the album for showing exactly what Mr. Stump(h) can really do with those pipes.

AND YES, I STILL WANT TO HAVE THE MAN'S BABIES. DAMN YOU, PmofoS, DAMN YOU AND MY TRAITOROUS OVARIES.

point #2
um, i am also a bad writer. i swear those prompts i asked for when the selfish meme was going around? i am working on them but you guys keep distracting me with the hot!porn like fallingfortruth's vamp!verse mikey/brendon piece...which brings me to:

point #3
HEY KITTY, ONCE I GET AWAY FROM THE STUPID PEOPLE AT WORK, I WILL TOTALLY GET TO RE-READ THIS PIECE AND ONCE MY BRAIN CAN FUNCTION AGAIN, YOU WILL GET MASSIVE LOVE.

point #4
after having eaten crow for not having the above prompts done, i have gone and signed up over at band_princesses for disney/bandom crossover fic. WHAT THE HELL, SHAY?

...so, i think that about covers it. for now.

okay, yeah, the weather totally sucks - but life is good. sooo good.

Things that have made me happy this week:
1. got my FOB tickets in the mail.
2. got the first TAI album. definitely different from Santi, but there's a couple of absolute gems on it. i can't really beat FBR's prices, man i love indie-type labels.
3. totally got MCR's Black Parade in (yes, i know i'm late. humph.) dude. DUDE. i do believe i am totally, totally in love with them now. not that i wasn't before because come on, I'm Not Okay? one of my favourite songs in the history of the world. i mean, i've got Goonies love for it, okay?

Things that make me happy this month:
1. FOB concert. srsly. (man, i so want to be in the pit ::sigh:: )
2. MELINDA (just in general, okay, but also because IT'S HER BIRTHDAY.)
3. Spiderman 3 & PotC: World's End premieres
4. the week of May 7th (thus dubbed CONCERT WEEK FROM HELL, but oh-so-much-fun.): 05/09 Poison the Well, 05/10 Sanctus Real, 05/11 MxPx w/ The Classic Crime, 05/12 FALL OUT BOY w/ THE ACADEMY IS..., COBRA STARSHIP (oh gabe of midtown fame, how i love your basement), +44 (dude. 1/2 of Blink 182, yay!) and Paul Wall. (i could care less, um, sorry.) - and yes, this gets capslocked because I AM THAT EXCITED.
5. new cd from The Used - omg, finally.
6. Hellogoodby in OKC (on a wednesday, wtf?)

What makes me happy this year (so far):
1. WARPED TOUR. yes, after years of wanting to go, i finally am. go me!!
2. Transformers. (thankyougodbutpleasedon'tletthissuckballs)
3. Harry Potter. book AND movie. (oh, shut up. i'm happy about it, okay?)
4. YCon (heh. i'm sooo not explaining this one.)
5. oh yeah, FAIRY BALL. (dude. it's like prom for geeks. YES.)

...man, that's a lot of shiny, ne?

okay, i think i'm done for now.  maybe.

talk to me people. i do not want to work. (hahahahaha, like i ever do.)

just doing my part for the Love Your FList Today...

i love you guys. srsly. you provide me with hours of entertainment, truly, be it porn or just your daily shenanigans (trust me, i've had to clean my computer screen off plenty of times)...

so, i don't have anything really to share, so i'll just post some ( Kazusa Takashima )