-and if you never let me go

the used on friday in tulsa.

edgefest (my chem!) in dallas on sunday.

drove home after eating dinner at ihop.


still so very dehydrated.

still so very tired.





but boooooooooooooys. and muuuuuuuuuuuuuuusic. and jazz hands. >_>

BARRIER FOR PANIC AT THE MOTHERTRUCKIN' DISCO.


things i have learned/confirmed this evening:

- spencersmith is a fuckin' sex god on drums. no question.

- jon walker is a.dor.a.ble. our leg of the tour was the honda civic hackeysack tour '08. also that those guys in panic at the disco are assholes. brendon confirmed this.

- brendon managed to almost lose his pants the first song in, he was bouncing so hard. also, BASS HANDPORN, OMG.

- and last but not least (although with those twig legs, that's debatable), RYAN ROSS WINS ALL. little mofo, rockin' the hell out. boy makes EYE CONTACT, yo. and he's pretty. and his MOUTH, OMG.


...i'm so pissed. i did not want to convert to ryan ross. ugh. the pit sucked all the way up to panic, i will say that. and the girl right behind me passed the fuck out. and she didn't go down, if that says anything.

okay, also:

- PHANTOM PLANET IS GOOD, YOU GUYS. ALSO, ADORABLE.

- GRETAGRETAGRETAGRETAGRETAGRETAGRETAGRETAGRETAGRETAGRETA

- motion city soundtrack was good, although the keyboard player was totally in the wrong band, lol, but most entertaining.


off to bed now, boys and girls.



OH YEAH, RANDOM MEET AND GREET, MOTHERFUCKERS. universeunfold totally pwns all with the fact that reading porn actually DOES come in handy sometimes.

I TOTALLY TOUCHED SPENCERSMITH AND DIDN'T LOSE MY SHIT. I EVEN SAID WORDS. also, it was funny as hell because Zack (who is a cool mofo, omg, srsly) was giving us our m&g rules and he was all 'don't ask them questions like what was the inspiration for yada-yada, we need to move this line along quickly' (plus some stuff about being creepy and how you'll get thrown out) but when we get in line to get stuff signed, jon and spencer were all blah, blah, blah and we going YOU'RE GOING TO GET US IN TROUBLE WITH ZACK, STFU (only not really). but basically all this boils down to is (besides getting my deluxe edition signed): I TOUCHED SPENCERSMITH AND DIDN'T LOSE MY SHIT.


okay, fer srs, going to bed because it's fucking 1:20 in the morning and i have to be at work at 8. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA



PANIC4EVER.

hmmm, i quite liked this article.

do we know the name of the girl ryan wrote lying about?

of the first few seconds of the foe vid where jon turns and slowly grins at the camera? BECAUSE I WANT ONE, OMG, PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE?

I HAVE IT IN MY GRUBBY PAWS. *dances madly* AHAHAHAHA, THE T-SHIRT, AHAHAHAHA.

man, that last half of the last paragraph in rock sound gave me chills and almost made me cry. *happy sigh*


also this picture makes me incredibly happy. it's like the album in pictoral form :P (ross has light and butterflies coming from his heart, COME ON.)

to all of those that have managed to go without hearing the album? congratulations, you have a lot more willpower than me :D :D

i hope you enjoy it as much as i have - listen with an open mind and heart as that's what the boys made the record with (well, that and probably a lot of weed, but whatever :P )





...now if my deluxe edition would get here, grrr.

so, i just got my email about the fan club. i also now have a couple of membership codes to give away (i think). we'll see :D

oh, sisky. his sunday song of the day ftw :D