I just watched this again on Wednesday night while straightening my hair and just. I don't have words for how this makes me feel. The first time I watched it I was so in love it was incredible. Just all full up of warmth and happiness and utter gratefulness that these guys exist and I STILL get that feeling when I watch it, now. You really do feel so close to them and there are times when I'm watching that I want to cry or, like, crawl into the tv and just hug them, all of them (but mostly Gerard because watching his downward spiral is so painful but he's so matter-of-fact about it, they all are, and it's absolutely fucking inspiring). I want to thank them not just for me but for all the people whose lives they've saved and I can't even. Gah.
Also, YES to all of your little points, especially ALL OF THEM. Mostly 2, though. I always get misty-eyed and warm-hearted when I hear Gerard singing that early version of I Don't Love You.
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Date: 2007-05-04 08:44 pm (UTC)I just watched this again on Wednesday night while straightening my hair and just. I don't have words for how this makes me feel. The first time I watched it I was so in love it was incredible. Just all full up of warmth and happiness and utter gratefulness that these guys exist and I STILL get that feeling when I watch it, now. You really do feel so close to them and there are times when I'm watching that I want to cry or, like, crawl into the tv and just hug them, all of them (but mostly Gerard because watching his downward spiral is so painful but he's so matter-of-fact about it, they all are, and it's absolutely fucking inspiring). I want to thank them not just for me but for all the people whose lives they've saved and I can't even. Gah.
Also, YES to all of your little points, especially ALL OF THEM. Mostly 2, though. I always get misty-eyed and warm-hearted when I hear Gerard singing that early version of I Don't Love You.
*FLAILS ALL OVER*