-and if you never let me go

no but see you're not retarded either and there are actual real-live retarded people out there and i think there is not a real comparison there so maybe it is not the best word to use ??? do you see. it is kind of disparaging to people who are developmentally disabled to call them retarded and it is also a misuse of the term anyway, there are layers and levels and things here, not like an onion but maybe more like watercolors, dried and then painted over in transparent layers that build and build until it is muddy and dark and you wonder where you were going with the watercolor metaphor in the first place

oooh damn i want some

oh no :(