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did it again....
Feb. 7th, 2005 07:18 pmdammit. again with the being affected by a stupid story. aaargh. will i ever learn?
once again, random moments in the day - caught thinking of that certain scene...
...okay, so you're dying to know, right? (sheah, right.) anyway, i swear it's like when i caught the second part of Ai no Kusabi at y-con. baaaaaaad idea....
haunted.
...by certain images, images that hit me, like i said, at odd times during the day. and shit. that time it lasted three days. three days!!!
so what was it this time, you ask? (okay, maybe you ask - you have read this far :P )
well, lately i have been on a scanlation rampage (a very disgruntled thanks to Yaoi_Daily *grrrr* ), but i found a manga scan last night for something called Midare Somenishi, and...
oh.my.god.
the first chapters, ah hell, the whold damn thing is just angst. galore. and then you get to this one scene and...shit...it's just fuckin' heart-wrenching. i mean it, i cried. not those wimpy "oh-that's-so-sad" tears, but tears of friggin' sorrow, man. i swear my heart hurt at that scene. not the huge sob tears, but the kind where it almost breaks something inside you, to cry those tears...and incidentally, the kind of crying i like the least (although i hate crying period)...why do i hate crying like that?
...because crying like that means that stupid ache in my chest will take forever to go away. 'cuz, like i said, that scene will pop into my head off and on during the day. and then it hurts all over again and i just wanna go lay down and cry again.
ugh.ugh.ugh.
Why do i let things affect me this way? ugh again...now i must go read something non-angsty.
fluff. yeah. i need fluff.
now.
fluff.fluff.fluff.
please, someone, anyone, send me fluff-age.
...oh yeah, if you care to join me, you can find the scans here...
***
and one final thing...
as of about 3:21pm CST today, i officially want Tricia's life.
gimme.
*mutter*...okay, fine...like i'd know what to do with it anyway....
once again, random moments in the day - caught thinking of that certain scene...
...okay, so you're dying to know, right? (sheah, right.) anyway, i swear it's like when i caught the second part of Ai no Kusabi at y-con. baaaaaaad idea....
haunted.
...by certain images, images that hit me, like i said, at odd times during the day. and shit. that time it lasted three days. three days!!!
so what was it this time, you ask? (okay, maybe you ask - you have read this far :P )
well, lately i have been on a scanlation rampage (a very disgruntled thanks to Yaoi_Daily *grrrr* ), but i found a manga scan last night for something called Midare Somenishi, and...
oh.my.god.
the first chapters, ah hell, the whold damn thing is just angst. galore. and then you get to this one scene and...shit...it's just fuckin' heart-wrenching. i mean it, i cried. not those wimpy "oh-that's-so-sad" tears, but tears of friggin' sorrow, man. i swear my heart hurt at that scene. not the huge sob tears, but the kind where it almost breaks something inside you, to cry those tears...and incidentally, the kind of crying i like the least (although i hate crying period)...why do i hate crying like that?
...because crying like that means that stupid ache in my chest will take forever to go away. 'cuz, like i said, that scene will pop into my head off and on during the day. and then it hurts all over again and i just wanna go lay down and cry again.
ugh.ugh.ugh.
Why do i let things affect me this way? ugh again...now i must go read something non-angsty.
fluff. yeah. i need fluff.
now.
fluff.fluff.fluff.
please, someone, anyone, send me fluff-age.
...oh yeah, if you care to join me, you can find the scans here...
***
and one final thing...
as of about 3:21pm CST today, i officially want Tricia's life.
gimme.
*mutter*...okay, fine...like i'd know what to do with it anyway....
