i just feel bad that i get all whiny sometimes *siiiigh* my life, so hard.

i'm a huuuuuge polyamory girl so 3+ are my total faves. atm, i'd have to say i'm sorely in need of some spencer/brendon/shane. *grabby hands* but gsf in general, lol, is always welcome :DDD or jon/ryan. or ryan/spencer. oooh, or spencer/brendon/ryan. see? i totally like brendon/ryan >_>

i said my life was hard, didn't i?